London: Actor Daniel Radcliffe says he always wanted a 'crazy' party lifestyle.The 21-year-old always aspired to lead a wild life, but gave up drinking alcohol last year when he realised his behaviour was 'boring and pathetic'.

'My inner life was being drowned. I've worked with Richard Harris, Gary Oldman, all those actors who went crazy when they were young, and I always wanted that. The idea of that kind of life and chaos was always so appealing to me,' quoted Radcliffe as saying.

'Unfortunately, the way I do it, there is no romance to it. There is nothing glorious or triumphant about it - it was pathetic, boring, and unhappy,' he added.